AAARGH!!!!

CAN I JUST STOP WRITING??????????!!!!!!!!!!???????



















BLAME THE STUPID POST I WROTE!!!!!














i wont tell u which one.












but i donwan 2delete it.
















because..





































































it really speaks through my heart.







.

here it comes...

...





















u know what...
























i never...



























EVER.....






















FEEL.........










































so down in my life.





.

dying here...

these days i keep writing many posts...





i dont even know why...




but this is one of the way i shout to the world!



















oh g0D....























i really feel like dying here.

.

....

walaoAA....









i didnt thought i have the guts to write that post lo.







i donwan mention which one...










but...









donno larr..








when i write the post i very GEKDONG loor..








donno why...




















i REAAAALLY donno what im thinking at that time...









AAAAAAARRRGHHHHHHHH!!!!












this place is a FREAK SHOW!!!









juz like HELL.















aiyoorrr....














seiloooo....










WHATS GONNA HAPPEN TO ME NEXT???















































SUICIDE???











.

meaning of sacrifice

if u give me a chance to exchange happiness for my friends & family,







i will DO IT.





even it requires to sacrifice my life.






because THEY....





















































ARE my LIFE.


.

Because....

Zzzz...





Im not tired.












Im not sleepy.















Sometimes i just wish that,






















i was NEVER been born.


























because.........
































just because.

























.

MY LIFE

.
















MY LIFE...

















simply just...



























































































































































































HOPELESS.




.

I GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!









I have no hope now.







Sometimes i wish i were dead...








but i got responsibility for my family...






so i can't just die here....







after i complete & furfill my mission...






i will DEFINITELY leave this place.












HeLL !!!

do u know

do u notice me change myself these days?







well maybe not instantly....










but slowly...





i jux wanna say...






I'm sorry.




I didnt want to...




but i have to...



is some sort like a MUST-DO things i have to do...



frankly to say i was forced to....



but i hope u guys didn't notice anything....

























at all.











.

...

these days....





i dont know why...



or where....




or when....





BUT theres ONE thing i know....




























I really miss him.

.

HELP ME!!!

...




somebody help me!!!




get out of here!!!




i'm in hell now.

haizzz....



these dayzz...


i really dono what happen to me...


gud things happen...


WORST things happen....




i thought that when i go 2f0rm3...


my life will be happier....


but unfortunately...



it ends the other way...





i start to miss my life in form 1 & form2...



these 2years are the best years in my life...


if u are a form 1 or form 2...


listen up....



cherish every mommment around u....



bcox after u go to form3...




its jux like enter to HELL.






i always hear form1 & form2 complaining about their lifes....





say that very stress la....


tired laa...


boring laa....





if u think ur life now is hell...

then u no need to go form3 looo...





this life im having here....








is BEYOND HELL.